stumbled across your site and its awesome, the aesthetic is super unique!! really enjoyed your time loop piece, it reads like a spooky onion article.
hi, thank you!! i'm so glad—i had such a fun time writing that one
Hello again Merlin, Of the movies you suggested I would end up picking "death becomes her"While not a bad movie it's a quite literal interpretation of my question.Achiving eternal youth and still becoming old and decrepit feels conceptually ironic and humorous where I was hoping for something that illuminates the hypocrisy of the audience.People don't like war,controversial statement I know but we don't mind war movies.We don't like serial killers yet we don't mind horror movies.If we saw a stranger being dismembered we would be appalled at the sight But we don't seem to mind, hell we practically encourage it in the context of fiction.It is this mindset I wanted to see exemplified.The monster just out of view we willingly approach. But anyways enough about that today you take center stage.I was wondering if you ever tried your hand at making a proper script or novel of some sort.On this site there's a place for personal writing but it hasn't been updated in many months which makes me wonder has it been abandoned or are you working on something big?
hmm... i see if death becomes her didn't quite work out for you, it might be the tone? the other two movies in that category sort of speak to what you're discussing in a more serious manner, as their critique of the beauty/aging industries is of particular relevance to the film industry (one of the remaining two makes that quite explicit, but i'll get to that) otherwise, your examples definitely make me think of metafictional narratives (perhaps just the bias of my preference. alas!), but there's a particular caveat in there that sort of nixed my entire potential list. either because the ones that came to mind didn't exactly fit or, to be fully transparent, because i think i would have difficulty connecting with a movie that took that perspective on itself/its audience. which is a nice way of saying i don't want to recommend a movie i don't like, even if i think it technically fits, although i may break this rule. so, enough vaguely alluding to the same film, here are my revised suggestions: the truman show. i'm sure you've heard of it and there's a high chance you've already seen it, but one of my favorite elements of the film is the frequent cuts to the audience of the titular television show. i think the film does a great job of balancing their devotion to the show--either as fans of it or just acknowledging that it exists in their world--with their rooting for truman throughout. it doesn't directly point to the actual movie audience, but it still presents that critique of being an audience member. the substance. this is a re-recommendation from my last response but i want to offer a new perspective in light of your clarification, which is that i think this movie fails at what it's trying to do. it's a commentary on the intersection of the beauty and entertainment industries that plays on "hag horror," but in doing so consistently others and makes grotesque the older body of its main character, using these indicators of an aging body as "body horror" (there is legitimate body horror in the movie as well) and at times jumpscares. i don't necessarily think this movie will satisfy you, but perhaps we can sit together knowing that. (certain productions of) twelfth night, or what you will. so, yes, this is not a movie, but sometimes the globe releases filmed versions of its productions in cinemas/via the globe player for purchase. as far as i know, this hasn't yet happened with the 2025 summer production (the one i know for sure does what you're looking for), but it might. it would be something to look out for. if your selected production (or reading, if you want) includes the malvolio plotline to a substantial enough degree, i'm pretty sure this is exactly what you're looking for, at least as you've described it here. it plays with the genre and content of the work to turn to the audience in the final moments and demand they consider what they've watched and how they've reacted to it. i'd argue theater, especially of this era, is quite successful at playing with these boundaries, at least more than in film, due to the omnipresence and importance of the audience to the production. as for your other question: i am a writer, although most of my past work has been focused on short projects, not all of which are posted on this website. it has not been abandoned, i just haven't completed anything i want to post on here. if you're referring to the specific project that's unfinished, the break is intentional.
hi merlin, thanks for following me a while ago! unfortunately i removed you as i was quite overwhelmed with other, seemingly unknown, spam followers, people finding my site out of nowhere, and a blank account, one of whom has been mass following some other mutuals as well. i bookmarked those removed to filter and slowly add everyone back... so here i am! may i confirm that you are an adult, above 18! i hope you don't mind that i am asking to be your friend ^_^ thank you so much, i will take some time to check out your website soon!
hi, yes, i am over 18. no worries at all, hope you got all the business with the spam followers sorted. yeah, we can be friends! :p
I was wondering if you had any movie suggestions,I'm looking for something that's consciously aware of the ugliness of it but loves the beauty of it.
ahh what a lovely question—you gave me a real challenge with this one so i hope i can deliver. a handful of movies came to mind reading your request that i either haven’t seen or haven’t seen fully, so i’ll avoid those. also it’s mainly horror or horror-adjacent things because that’s what i watch & bc i interpreted the prompt as the beauty/ugliness dichotomy being more physical than emotional/situational when i first read your question, i immediately thought visuals. i imagined 80s practical effects, which in the films i watch are employed to be grotesque and to be horrifying, but are so lovingly and artistically crafted. obviously the big name for this is the thing, but other solid examples include an american werewolf in london or fright night (if i remember it correctly—it’s been a while since i’ve seen it). a little tonal difference here, but the gothic frequently balances these concepts, dealing with difficult topics amidst beautiful visuals. some examples are crimson peak and nosferatu (not my personal fave, but might be what you’re looking for) combining the visuals with themes, really any critique of the beauty/aging industry could be fun, although these might be the inverse of what you’re looking for, as they start out with beautiful aesthetics and move into the gross (injury or bugs) or grotesque (body horror). these include the ugly stepsister, the substance (i have mixed opinions on this film, but i admit it was very well-received), or death becomes her (goofier & campier than anything else on here). i felt like these might be on the right track despite the more aesthetic difference from what you’re maybe looking for because the resolution is not like. a beautiful transformation or like “and she was beautiful all along” or anything. (although that’s not to imply they’re happy endings in all of them)
Your site looks amazing! I really love the collage of the banner!
thank you thank you! i made the collage myself~~ also we're favorite movie twins (eeaao)
What a fantastic site!! Your movie reviews are such a joy to read, even if it's about a movie I enjoy that you might not necessarily like. I smiled when I saw the Raven Cycle was in your library-- it means a great deal to me. If you have undead cowboy OCs, I would love to learn about them. 
hi!! thank you so much! ahhh that's actually my favorite book series--i reread it at least once per year and i'm abroad right now so i had to buy a set to complete it hehe. ahhh yes my undead cowboy ocs... i've been drawing them all week (or. one of them as i finish her design) and i'm crossing my fingers i get this sheet of her done by the end of the weekend so i can move onto the next one lol
Love your reviews! Your Beetlejuice, Beetlejuice review reminded me of something I heard recently & absolutely hate: Netflix is supposedly telling its writers to explain everything in the dialogue because they believe people are only watching things in the background. It makes me so mad that they’re killing subtext & visual storytelling. I get so heated over this. But it was really well formulated review. Can’t wait to read more!
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Love this website! Biggest fan! I see the Lord shining through in this website. God bless this website! 🙏🙏
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I think your review of wicked is incredibly well worded and touches on all of the elements that makes a film good (or not). I also thought the movie was fine but lackluster. Moreover, the singing wasn’t of Broadway quality and I don’t know why it needed to be as long as it was. Please respond <3
